June 2011
4 posts
Yes
Has anyone ever made you feel worthless?
Like you may as well just fucking crawl into a cold, dark cave and die becauase noone could ever even entertain the thought of loving you?
Have they lied to your face, since the truth is too cutting? ‘You’re ugly, you’re shit, you’re boring, you’re my last resort.’
It’s happened to me.
Again.
Just a thought.
Hi.
This is just a thought.
Nothing more,
I promise.
Life is kind of a packet of balloons. You work for ages and ages, puffing one up. Like, really slowly and steadily. Sometimes you get really tired, but you keep going and going and then…
BAM.
It pops in your face. You wanna cry cos you’re pissed. You hate it when stuff fucking pops in your face. You hate dumb surprises (you...
Arrowhead.
This is an old one.
I am swimming, scuba diving, underwater. Classmates and friends are here too, and a teacher. Some of us stray from the teacher, and play and explore a shipwreck we discover. Somehow I keep swimming, and find myself lost. I come to an underwater chapel. It is empty. It is eerie. I am not sure whether it is safe. I pass through more halls. I have a sudden feeling of being not...
White car.
I’m with my mum and we’re walking along someplace or rather. It could be the Terrace, who knows. We’re waiting by an intersection, elevated, looking at the cars zipping by on the road underneath us. The roads twist and weave around oneanother. We just wait. It’s nice with her, always peace. There’s never a need to speak, and sometimes there’s never a need to...